Down here
It's insane how much things we did. How many times we fought. How hard we loved. It still gets me. We did all that. In rage and love and hate. Wanted it all but not at all.
Aupside down.
I'm here now. Been living like a zen buddhist for a few days. Might be an exaggeration. Might not. Whatever. I don't know what I want or for whom I'm writing anymore and I'm trying not to think too much. I love some men but they're no good for me so I'll try to forget those feelings. After all, feelings are freelings.
